I think the goal here might be to lower my expectations, but I hope to receive other opinions.


It was my second semester of college, age 18 and still a virgin. I meet the girl who would become a five year long relationship which I ultimately ended as I knew our future didn't hold anything special. To this day the thought of her still randomly appears in my mind, I'm generally quick to dismiss it. It's been about 14 months since I've last had sex with her.

Five pussies later and nothing comes close to the pleasure I would receive from intercourse with my ex.

1. My ex was of Korean descent (she was 19-24), the very first time I took off her underwear I remember thinking to myself "Out of all the porn videos I've viewed this looks like the type I'd enjoy most." Nearly no vaginal lips, never smelled, was always smooth, always tight and creamy. Occasionally had difficulties prematurely ejaculating because it felt so good. This lasted the entire duration of the relationship.

None of the following were with girls who I considered prior to intercourse; to be what I call "potential permanents."

2: This very cute and small Filipino girl at age 19, moderate sized vaginal lips, the inner vaginal walls were grainy. I felt I was poking the tip of my boner against a cyst when I was fully deep, not pleasant. She performed well but the negative feeling below made ejaculating difficult.

3. This girl was Chinese, age 23. Appears in shape, but chubby when the clothes are off. I could never go down on her as her pussy scared me, a bear trap if you will. Her skin felt as if it was always damp, even hours after showering; it didn't seem to be sweat either, just the way her skin felt. Every now and then when doing doggy style I would get waves of air that smelled as if that cat just dropped a saucey mess in the litter box. She would generally orgasm 3-6 times before I did, this resulting in her hole being about as slippery as the inner walls of a toilet bowl directly after flushing. This girl also performed very well but all the distractions once again made it difficult to finish. She was always the initiator, towards the end I felt like I was just playing along so I had to push her away.

4. Very attractive 26 Spanish girl. Turns out she's super shy in bed and only likes it with the lights off. Her performance was crippling. I'd expect more from an Autistic ape. She wouldn't even let me look at or go near her sniz with my eyes/mouth. Maybe she had a cock where her taint is or something? This didn't last too long. I should also mention I felt what appeared to be mustache stubble on her, very distracting!

5. Another Chinese girl, turns out to be half Korean - age 20. Her skin always felt slightly damp as well (maybe a China thing?). The smell of her skin reminded me of my friends house as a kid, his family owned a plethora of animals and they weren't cleaned up after too well. The scent was so distracting that I had to focus on something completely different to get off.

6. Italian broad, age 20. At first I'm impressed, smooth skin, pretty face, perky. Come to discover she has her clit and nipples pierced, slight turn off for me. I do a pat down on her lower region prior to slithering down with my tongue, it appeared clear of anything frightening. I dive down there only to taste what appeared to be some type of vaginal deodorant. My tongue was dry within seconds! I quickly transition to penetration. Wow, silky and smooth! but a bit loose? I can't quite grasp that. Takes me a near hour to fill her belly button with smiley cream.



I maybe too soon here, but at age 25 I find my desire to get laid is to the point I'm not even trying. The problem is that I find sleeping alone all the time to be somewhat saddening. However, I am in no position to take on a potential permanent at this point in time. Why do the inner vaginal walls have to be the last thing we experience when we meet a new interesting girl? Because so far for me, only 16% of the time has been worth the effort. I can only presume inner vaginal walls will get less pleasurable as I age, please correct me if I'm wrong here. Since my brain was first presented with the best possible pussy it could have experienced, I think this could now be a life long struggle to "chase that first high". I don't want to end up in the real-doll club.


If anyone else has had similar issues that they have overcome, it would be great to hear from you.

Thanks for reading!